track to track I'm on track ...

Since April this year, I've again started to track my expenses daily.
It's true that they say 'you won't know where your money go until you start tracking them' 
and so I resorted to the conventional way of tracking my expenses in a physical log book (yes, I know I can do more with excel but it just doesn't work for me)
What prompted me to start was the fact that not only my savings is not growing, it is depleting pretty fast.


After the 3 months tracking & to my horror, I've been spending money like drinking water. 
Unconsciously I've been siphoning money out of my account. 
Unconsciously I've been using money to compensate whatever that's missing in my life.
Unconsciously I've been very not careful with my spending.


So I made myself put a brake to my urge to spend.
And today's the 5th day ... so far I'm still ok. 
Hopefully this will last but I'm not too sure about it. I'm bad in this.