the good ool times ...
I wish I could let my children experience their 童年 as much as possible too, rather than being caught up in the competitive rat race..
《童年》 歌词
池塘边的榕树上
知了在声声地叫着夏天
操场边的秋千上
只有蝴蝶儿停在上面
黑板上老师的粉笔
还在拼命唧唧喳喳写个不停
等待着下课
等待着放学
等待游戏的童年
福利社里面什么都有
就是口袋里没有半毛钱
诸葛四郎和魔鬼党
到底谁抢到那支宝剑
隔壁班的那个男孩
怎么还没经过我的窗前
嘴里的零食
手里的漫画
心里初恋的童年
总是要等到睡觉前
才知道功课只做了一点点
总是要等到考试以后
才知道该念的书还没有念
一寸光阴一寸金
老师说过寸金难买寸光阴
一天又一天一年又一年
迷迷糊糊的童年
没有人知道为什么
太阳总下到山的那一边
没有人能够告诉我
山里面有没有住着神仙
多少的日子里总是
一个人面对着天空发呆
就这么好奇
就这么幻想
这么孤单的童年
阳光下蜻蜓飞过来
一片片绿油油的稻田
水彩蜡笔和万花筒
画不出一边那一条彩虹
什么时候才能象高年级的同学
有张成熟与长大的脸
盼望着假期盼望着明天
盼望着长大的童年
一天又一天一年又一年
盼望长大的童年
Monday, November 12, 2012
Thursday, November 08, 2012
Seriously, I need a break
Life @ work has been hectic and taxing for me for the past few months...
so much so that it has spill over effect over my life @ home.
I've a feeling that I'm running and running non-stop with no finishing line in sight.
I want to stop and rest but I couldn't.
I want to just slow down but I wasn't allowed to.
I think the only time I really will get to rest is when the time comes (you know, the bucket kicking time).
I'm really really tired ...
Seriously, I need a break or I might just break.
so much so that it has spill over effect over my life @ home.
I've a feeling that I'm running and running non-stop with no finishing line in sight.
I want to stop and rest but I couldn't.
I want to just slow down but I wasn't allowed to.
I think the only time I really will get to rest is when the time comes (you know, the bucket kicking time).
I'm really really tired ...
Seriously, I need a break or I might just break.
Sunday, November 04, 2012
12星座女生最在意情人什麼
Let's take a break with something light =)
【12星座女生最在意情人什麼】
【12星座女生最在意情人什麼】
白羊座
白羊女生最在意情人夠不夠性格、有沒有個性，軟弱沒主見的男生，
金牛座
金牛女生最在意老公有沒有認真、老實，就算對方很有錢，如果是花
雙子座
雙子女生最在乎情人的臨場反應，越聰明伶俐，越容易引起雙子女生
巨蟹座
巨蟹女生只要對方認真踏實，其他的通通可以不管。事實上，巨蟹女
獅子座
獅子女生要自己的男
朋友，至少有一兩樣事情，可以「端上檯面」。要不就是有錢、要不就是
處女座
凡是認真到有點過頭的處女座女生，什麼事都很在意，結果最後很容
天秤座
天秤座女生好像最在意外表，挑帥哥來當男朋友。但事實上，她還希
天蠍座
天蠍女生會最在意對方是否忠貞、誠實。此外，她也希望對方有與眾
射手座
射手女生喜歡個性爽朗的男生，對她們來說開朗最重要，陰陰沈沈的
摩羯座
十八歲以前的摩羯女生，只在意男友是否老實。十八歲後的摩羯女生
水瓶座
水瓶女生在意的事很多，要頭腦靈活、不讓她覺得悶，又要溫柔體貼
雙魚座
對情人要求最少的恐怕就是雙魚，她們往往閉著眼睛談戀愛，反正愛
白羊女生最在意情人夠不夠性格、有沒有個性，軟弱沒主見的男生，
金牛座
金牛女生最在意老公有沒有認真、老實，就算對方很有錢，如果是花
雙子座
雙子女生最在乎情人的臨場反應，越聰明伶俐，越容易引起雙子女生
巨蟹座
巨蟹女生只要對方認真踏實，其他的通通可以不管。事實上，巨蟹女
獅子座
獅子女生要自己的男
朋友，至少有一兩樣事情，可以「端上檯面」。要不就是有錢、要不就是
處女座
凡是認真到有點過頭的處女座女生，什麼事都很在意，結果最後很容
天秤座
天秤座女生好像最在意外表，挑帥哥來當男朋友。但事實上，她還希
天蠍座
天蠍女生會最在意對方是否忠貞、誠實。此外，她也希望對方有與眾
射手座
射手女生喜歡個性爽朗的男生，對她們來說開朗最重要，陰陰沈沈的
摩羯座
十八歲以前的摩羯女生，只在意男友是否老實。十八歲後的摩羯女生
水瓶座
水瓶女生在意的事很多，要頭腦靈活、不讓她覺得悶，又要溫柔體貼
雙魚座
對情人要求最少的恐怕就是雙魚，她們往往閉著眼睛談戀愛，反正愛
Thursday, November 01, 2012
today 1 year ago (part 2)
Arriving at the O&G, I approach the nurses at the counter. I bet I doesn't look like someone who's in labour.
I told them I have slight bleeding. They asked if it's alot. I wanted to show them the photograph I took this morning but they were not interested...haha. (I took photo with my phone cause I may not know how to explain the 'patch').
The nurses helped me with the registration and while waiting to be called in for examination, I needed to go toilet. The toilet there cannot be locked. I'm not too sure whether the lock was spoilt or it was intentionally not to be locked just in case of emergency.
My name was called and I was lead to a examination room.
There, they asked me some questions and looked through my file. I was then asked to lay down for them to attach fetal monitoring device to track baby's heartbeat and contractions.
To be honest, I think I have a little phobia of the fetal monitoring ... it reminded me of my experience with my little boy. His heartbeat dropped from 140+ to 70+ for 2 times or more(I couldn't remember clearly) and the machine keep making the 'ti ti ti ti ti' alert sound. Everyone is rushing around me. All I could think of at that moment was I'll just agree to anything as long as my baby is safe.
Back to here. So, they monitored me for 30 minutes or so.
Baby heartbeat ok. The contractions were interesting. I could see the readings go higher and higher each time I have contractions and they were once every 15min - 20min with a few braxton hicks contractions that come 5-10 minutes apart . The doctor on duty was a female chinese doctor. She was gentle when performing VE (VE = vaginal examination to determine how dilated is our cervix in preparation for childbirth).
After all the monitoring and checking, the findings :
contractions were pretty consistent but I'm only 1cm dilated.
So nothing can be done except to be sent home. We were advised no need to come in unless heavy bleeding, water bag leaking, or lack of fetal movement.
Else, I'm to come in again to be induced a week later (due to gestational diabetes, they do not allow me to go way past my EDD : estimated due date).
So I'm all relieved, telling dear that I can still have coconut drink. I even told him that it could be days before the actual delivery. My colleague who gave birth 2 weeks before me had to wait 4 days (from 1cm dilation) before the actual delivery.
That saturday night, knowing it could be my last saturday pasar malam trip before I give birth, I insisted to go jalan jalan and buy all the foods that I wanted to eat.
By then, I was feeling quite tired with the contractions and back pain. Looking back, I wondered where the hell have I got so much energy.
That night I still managed to catch some sleep after some gym ball session. Woke up a few times to go to the toilet but I forced myself to sleep back.
I have no idea why but I seemed not to remember very well the night - the last night I'm able to have a full sleep. Because from then on, my nights / sleep were always broken into a few session not a single long sleep...
It's also funny how near I'm to delivery and yet still refused to accept the reality. I still have not finish packing my hospital bag (read : refused to pack)
to be continued...
I told them I have slight bleeding. They asked if it's alot. I wanted to show them the photograph I took this morning but they were not interested...haha. (I took photo with my phone cause I may not know how to explain the 'patch').
The nurses helped me with the registration and while waiting to be called in for examination, I needed to go toilet. The toilet there cannot be locked. I'm not too sure whether the lock was spoilt or it was intentionally not to be locked just in case of emergency.
My name was called and I was lead to a examination room.
There, they asked me some questions and looked through my file. I was then asked to lay down for them to attach fetal monitoring device to track baby's heartbeat and contractions.
To be honest, I think I have a little phobia of the fetal monitoring ... it reminded me of my experience with my little boy. His heartbeat dropped from 140+ to 70+ for 2 times or more(I couldn't remember clearly) and the machine keep making the 'ti ti ti ti ti' alert sound. Everyone is rushing around me. All I could think of at that moment was I'll just agree to anything as long as my baby is safe.
Back to here. So, they monitored me for 30 minutes or so.
Baby heartbeat ok. The contractions were interesting. I could see the readings go higher and higher each time I have contractions and they were once every 15min - 20min with a few braxton hicks contractions that come 5-10 minutes apart . The doctor on duty was a female chinese doctor. She was gentle when performing VE (VE = vaginal examination to determine how dilated is our cervix in preparation for childbirth).
After all the monitoring and checking, the findings :
contractions were pretty consistent but I'm only 1cm dilated.
So nothing can be done except to be sent home. We were advised no need to come in unless heavy bleeding, water bag leaking, or lack of fetal movement.
Else, I'm to come in again to be induced a week later (due to gestational diabetes, they do not allow me to go way past my EDD : estimated due date).
So I'm all relieved, telling dear that I can still have coconut drink. I even told him that it could be days before the actual delivery. My colleague who gave birth 2 weeks before me had to wait 4 days (from 1cm dilation) before the actual delivery.
That saturday night, knowing it could be my last saturday pasar malam trip before I give birth, I insisted to go jalan jalan and buy all the foods that I wanted to eat.
By then, I was feeling quite tired with the contractions and back pain. Looking back, I wondered where the hell have I got so much energy.
That night I still managed to catch some sleep after some gym ball session. Woke up a few times to go to the toilet but I forced myself to sleep back.
I have no idea why but I seemed not to remember very well the night - the last night I'm able to have a full sleep. Because from then on, my nights / sleep were always broken into a few session not a single long sleep...
It's also funny how near I'm to delivery and yet still refused to accept the reality. I still have not finish packing my hospital bag (read : refused to pack)
to be continued...
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