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feeling very tired lately ...

physically tired, mentally tired, emotionally tired ... basically a 'everything' tired soul.

tired of having to solve so many other people's problem except my own.

tired of unfair treatment @ work ... after all we all just want to 'find 2 meals eat'

tired of having to be nice to people who gives you sh**

tired of everytime have to find ways to get more money

tired of being tired...

If only I ...

If only I can appreciate my every day with childlike innoncence ...
Sometimes I really marvel how children can be so happy, so appreciative of even the simplest thing ...

And their never give up attitude ..

Like being in some cool water with same cups & bowls & balls.

Like trying to move a huge metal cloth hanger that doesn't budge ... yet they try & try & try & try

Like laughing & carrying a mini recyclable bag for a few hours without letting go as though there were gold inside (the bag was empty, btw)

If someone ask me who makes the best teacher, I'll say children =)