I'm feeling very tired lately (tired as in physically tired and mentally tired). I'm learning to stay in the present focus on NOW. Focusing on whatever little wins I could gather each day.
Keep feeling that time is running out and I have not done enough...but on another hand, I feel so tired and thinking when can I slow down (if not stop) and rest?
It is contradicting I know but that's exactly what I feel and probably this is the 'thing' that zap away all my energy.
For the past weeks, many things happen at home, to myself, to dear, to children and the challenges doesn't seem to end. I'm trying to take it down one at a time...still I'm working on it.
Sometimes I really wonder how others do it and do it so successfully (when I'm struggling). Is it really that different people really have different destiny...some have it easier and some have it harder? See, I start comparing again...this is another thing tiring me.
Tomorrow is a new day..a new beginning bringing new hope. Tomorrow will be better and all I have to do ... is just to wake up alive and breathing... and the rest is really bonus already.
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