trying to tell me something?

That particular morning of 24/2/05, I was awaken by a dream.

I was climbing a staircase which has no rails. It was very windy. I have no idea where the staircase lead to (seem like no end, just go upward) but I saw a group of people in front of me.
They are climbing and leaving me further and further behind. Everyone seemed to be walking fine while I struggle to climb higher. No one offer to help me.
Me losing my ‘pillar of strength?’ or ‘me being left behind?’

Is the dream trying to tell me something?